Her

It's her who changes my world

It's her who touches my soul

It's her who means everything to me

and I have her back in my life.

they have called me a thistle and they have called me a weed

Spare me your judgments and spare me your dreams

'Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams

I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind

Alone in the wind and the rain you left me

It's getting dark darling, too dark to see

And I'm on my knees and your faith in shreds, it seems

Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown

I know you have felt much more love than you've shown

And I'm on my knees and the water creeps to my chest

But plant your hope with good seeds

Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds

Rain down, rain down on me

Look over your hills and be still

The sky above us shoots to kill

Rain down, rain down on me

But I will hold on, I will hold on hope

Oh, I will hold on, I will hold on hope

Oh, I will hold on, I will hold on hope

I will hold on, I will hold on hope

I will hold on, I will hold on

I begged you to hear me, there's more than flesh and bones

Let the dead bury the dead, they will come out in droves

But take the spade from my hands and fill in the holes you've made

But plant your hope with good seeds

Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds

Rain down, rain down on me

woodkid

Holly fuck! Finally i can relax now after dealing with heaps of assignment. Next week is gonna be Easter holiday, ima have a week of break. still considering what shud i do or where to (economic issue also). Anyway, just feel so high after im done with those bloody ass. oh yeaaaaa!!!

So i've got ma ticket for Maroon 5's concert this May. just can't w8 to see them in person. It reminds me one of my fav albums. 'It won't be soon be4 long' is an awesome album. Aw, i gotta admit that the whole album perfectly suites ma emotion. so time, plz, flyyyyy!

One more thing to highlight. I just found this mv on Vimeo (but i can only upload it from utube so make sure u watch it in HD). it's an epic piece with stunning visual effect. i love it. check it out - Woodkid - Iron

something you've lost along the road

I can't explain the fact that i have dreamt about 'you' recently. In my dreams, we were together.
and every single morning when i wake up, im filled with regret. that i couldn't stay with you longer, that i have let you go, that i have lost confidence in myself, you and our relationship,...

life is to get and to lose

i don't love you, but i'll always do

Oh Land

So i'v been enjoying Oh Lands' album recently. Nanna Øland Fabricius (known as Oh Land) is an amazing writer and singer. Her music is inspiring and fancifully attractive. You'll find yourself lost in her world thru every single words. Simple but special music, infectious voice, plus a very-Oh-Land style in performance (i don't know how to explain), she simply stole my heart away.

Not mention she's beautiful <3 

MV 'Sun of a Gun' - Oh Land

Acoustic Ver. 'White Nights' - Oh Land (it has a slow start so be patient)

'Perfection' - Oh Land

Young & Reckless

living life is hard. believe me when i say i have fucking silly thoughts all the time. like right now am somehow thinking what if all the bad, sad, horrible and disappointed things just happen in one day in ma entire life. mind is weak, i'l be a dead meat. strong enough, get over it and live happily forever. hmmmm?...

then well its been 5' since 'like right now' and i don't feel like risking my life to deal with whole bunch of sadness, disappointment, stuffs or whatever in only one day anymore. and even if theres such thing like 'live happily forever', fuck it, i'd probably feel bored, aye? things come then we deal with it. we'r young and reckless. that's how we live young folks ;)

well, staying up late ain't good man...

and it means I'm tired zzzzz :| 

Busy

Sunday morning, no scramble eggs, no bacon

I find myself lying on bed, eyes open, thinking.

I hear the whole world rushing by

they'r busy, doing their things

crazy, but isn't it something?

slow down, spend all time going nowhere

for now, it's just me and myself

for now, i can tell

im busy, doing nothing